The ramblings of a girl who is misunderstood ... very eccentric ... completely odd ... painstakingly creative ... a little loud ... unbelievably funny ... extremely intelligent ... totally nerdy ... and really interesting ... as she loves her life and lives it ... walking down many rocky roads ... surrounded by people who will never truly understand her ...

Thursday, October 24, 2013

Scarred for life

i wish you could see me now
see what you did to me
see the hurt that i have
that i hold
that i want to be rid of
but all these years later
it's still there
as strong
as painful
as it was back then
i've tried forgiving
but forgetting is not in the cards
and you're ruined me
for the next guy
so i continue to push them away
can't trust
can't believe
those negative thoughts fill me
i have no love for you
not even hatred
just a fear
that what you did
they will too

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