ME

The ramblings of a girl who is misunderstood ... very eccentric ... completely odd ... painstakingly creative ... a little loud ... unbelievably funny ... extremely intelligent ... totally nerdy ... and really interesting ... as she loves her life and lives it ... walking down many rocky roads ... surrounded by people who will never truly understand her ...

Saturday, June 6, 2015

Fractured Soul, Fractured Reality, Fractured Heart

Selfish
Narcisstic
Thinking only of myself
Not his thoughts
Not his wants
Not his needs 
Not his feelings
Not anyone
Just me
Me and me alone
Pushy
Arguing
Expecting so much more than I even deserve
Than I even have the right to ask for
Eyes black with mascara
Wet with tears
My fault
My hurt
Caused by me
Want to be loved
Want to be wanted
Want to be heard
By him and him alone
Unfair
The center of my world
But not the center of his
Pathetic
Broken
How dare I?
Deserves better
Deserves the best
Someone
Not me
Should walk away
Leave
Run
Never look back
For the best
But for who?
Not me
Definitely him
My needs
My wants
My heart
I'm sorry
I'm sorry I tried
I'm sorry I didn't listen
I'm sorry I didn't see
See you just felt sorry
Sorry for me
You are free

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